5k revisited

So after having contemplated this weekends events I have spoken to my sister and I am going to give the 5k another try. This weekend I will be taking the bull, once again, by the horns and running in another 5k. This time I will be with my sisters and we will run together the three of us. I do not think my 4th sister will be able to make it but for the sake of my never wanting to do another race we are running it together. There are some psychological stuff I am going to need to work through and I think that the best way to do that is with people who truly understand what I am going through. I am going out today to run. I think that no matter what I will still run for me, it is the race that is not my thing. I finally got to a place where I gain a great benefit from running. I can release all the "stuff" out into my running and leave it on the road to get run over. So,  there is hope for me yet. After this weekend we will see how much I am looking forward to our half marathon.  Bye